It's just me.

2009-11-05T13:43:00.001+08:00

Final Post.

Folks, will not be blogging here anymore.

New ranting area: estalife.blogspot.com

Love.

2009-10-29T14:22:00.002+08:00

Alright, 5th day.

I finally got my Caramel Marchiato from Starbucks. In fact, I'm chilling alone with Toshi Pink at Starbucks.

Increase 5% of happiness.

Current emotion stats:

Happy: 25%
Annoy:55%
Depress: 10%
Others: 10%

I'll be moving soon.

2009-10-28T12:42:00.003+08:00

4th day.

Numbers are not increasing. Can somebody please increase the job listing?!?!?!?!??!

Depressed.

2009-10-27T15:05:00.001+08:00

3rd day.

I'm trying hard, very very hard.

P.s I wrapped wan ton today.

2009-10-26T13:13:00.003+08:00

2nd day. (Exclude weekends)

Resting, trying hard to not to force myself too hard.

I should be happy, happy!

2009-10-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

Alright, today is the first day.

Not good and i'm getting a little depress, but with you around helps make things a little better in a way. Love.

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

2009-10-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

I understand, even if the whole world don't.

2009-10-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

Birthday was awesome in a tiny winy way.

First it was him "please promised me not to be late".

Then it was me " Baby, I'm trying my best to finish up all my urgent stuffs, please understand".

Next it was him "I'm coming for you, please sum up all your stuffs in 15 mins".

Then it was me "I'll try my best to be down in 15 mins".

So silly was holding a bouquet of flower, standing there, waiting.

We hugged, kissed and he said "happy birthday" to me.

What's next? It's 8.30pm, so Esta suggested dinning at somewhere near bugis.

Silly insisted on dinning at Orchard.

Cute things started happening from then on:

- baby asked me to look for loo
- baby wants to go kino (Like since when he's a book person?)
- baby dragged me to the toilet at Taka's food centre (Dirty! Normally we don't go)
- baby ignored my suggestion to dine at Crystal Jade (I love xiao long bao!)
- baby suggested coca (Like wth, I wanted xiao long bao)
- baby ignore the queue at coca (He dragged me in...)

Then, I realised I saw familiar faces!

BROOMZ! Surprise for Esta!

It's really nice seeing all my very cute ex-colleagues again!

To Baby, appreciate all your effort. Love.

To the rest of those that have wished or gave me presents, THANK YOU :)

2009-10-12T22:57:00.002+08:00

I feel good, surprisingly.

Esta, tell yourself that you've made a right choice.

You'll know when is the time to step back.

2009-10-07T23:11:00.002+08:00

If only someone can understand how I feel.

Someone, anybody out there.

It's terrible, really.

This period is really not my time, just like there isn't any time for me to even breathe and smile cheerfully to myself, yelling "That's my life!".

I haven't been this down, for a long long long time, wait, I think I should put it this way instead. I haven't been THIS down before; like helplessly lost and trying desperately not to feel incapable etc.

What a ruin 'supposingly-to-be' favorite month.

2009-09-28T10:24:00.002+08:00

2 more days to Last day here.
3 more days to First day there.

8 more days to First Anni. Weeee :)

2009-09-18T10:01:00.002+08:00

I alighted at Raffles station this morning.

All due to the sub-illusion of thinking that the Tanjiong Pagar Station is Outram Station.

It's my pinkie's fault.

People, please take note of your mp3 volume and stop dreaming on train.

Ah Gong.

2009-09-17T12:18:00.002+08:00

Baby is off to reservice.

Esta's journey to work today is exceptionally longgggggggggggggggggg. :(

Aww...

2009-09-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

Esta is blogging using bf's iPhone now :) wooooooo

2009-09-06T14:07:00.001+08:00

Genting and KL from Monday till Friday.

Till then, cya.

P.S Hope I'll have a safeeeeeeeeeeeeee trip.

2009-08-31T09:53:00.001+08:00

You don't know, never will you.

And we are talking about 3 years?

We'll see.

2009-08-20T09:55:00.002+08:00

I want many many.

Many many colours in my life.

And I just can't forget the wondergirls 'nobody' dance steps. god.

2009-08-17T09:48:00.001+08:00

I reach office at 9am tody:)

Surprisingly, it feels good.

I have a feeling that it's coming....

Wish me luck guys!

2009-08-06T15:18:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, life just sucks.

Things just don't go your way.

I think I need more traffic lights in my life.

2009-08-03T10:24:00.001+08:00

It's Monday, again.

and I'm still wasting time here.

O god.

2009-07-30T12:27:00.002+08:00

Posted by Daisy on Facebook.

I like it! I think it's meaningful, ok la, i just agreed with it!

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 years old son picked up a stone and scratched on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. As a result, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.

In the hospital, when the child saw his father with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.

Devastated by his own actions, he sit in front of that car, he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'. The next day that man committed suicide.

Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life

Things are to be used and people are to be loved, but the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...

During the day, be careful to keep this thought in mind:

Things are to be used, but People are to be loved ...
Be yourself....This is the only day we HAVE.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits. (This part especially :))
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

2009-07-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

Not enough. I need more, more SOS please.

Sometimes I wonder do you really understand me, agreeing to the points I made, making promises and assurance.

Show it to me.

The cycle is easy.

You understand
|
You agreed
|
You digest
|
You automatically won't do it again

There will never be cycle like...

You understand
|
You agreed
|
You digest for that moment
|
You do it again because that's how you used to behave

If it's long term that we are looking at, cycle B DOES NOT valid for me, like seriously.

Co-existing in each other world means "living two live in an opposite sex body".

Things like "how I used to behave" will be happy memories to be kept, creating new ones are more important.

We respect, we think, we maintain, we joy, we cry, we learn, we discipline, we love...

nobody, nobody but you.

2009-07-14T15:06:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's wrong.

Can anyone tell me what's wrong?

This is getting annoying.

Annoying at the same time trying hard to find the meaning of life.

And today, I'm in a 'moonshape facing down' kind of mood. =(

Damn the boredom, damn the uni application, damn the fats, damn the girl ass.

Damn me for a second.

So starting from the next second after I uploaded my post, I'm a nice girl again. =)

Good-Bye

2009-07-11T19:48:00.003+08:00

Currently at Woodland National Library.

Yes, been ages since I step into a library.

I seriously think I need to save up, alot.

So many decisions to be made.

Adulthood is not that easy after all.

A classy one? Or two delicate ones?

2009-07-11T05:50:00.001+08:00

I woke up at 4.30am, not good.

I'm still awake, wide awake.

Boo.

2009-07-08T12:28:00.001+08:00

Life Story

Wake up, she said
Look it's a beautiful day
Downstairs to the kitchen door
And then away
Into the night
Morning feeling is on
Come the clouds, the moon
And morning is gone

Born today some years ago
And had a happy childhood
But I fell in love and out
Nothing changed
Lived a life of nothing much
But then how much can one expect?
So there you are
My life has gone
But I'm the same

Just my life story
Minute by second a story
That goes on forever with each breath that I take
This is my life story
Uneventful a story
That ages with each year and birthday cake

Get up, he said
Hurry or you might be late
Everyday you hurry off to keep your date
Learn something new
What are you hoping to prove?
Make some money
Find a wife
Have a kid or two

Thinking back
I like to dream of things I would have done
If I were braver then again or not
What can I do?
Maybe if I had another chance
I'd go into my past
And make my life a better one
For me and you

Just my life story
Minute by second a story
That goes on forever with each breath that I take
This is my life story
Uneventful a story
That ages with each year and birthday cake

When its time
And I must close
I'll write a book
And sign it X
And send it to some true romance type magazine somewhere
Then the world will read of me
And say there lived a hero
But too late my friends and enemies
I guess life isn't fair

So my life story
Is quite explanatory
Would you please start from page one
And please go on
Till I'm done
Till I'm done
Till Im done

2009-07-05T15:12:00.003+08:00

Don't be scare,
Move on, baby.
Lift your hands,
Touch your heart.
Screw the reality,
Heal the soul.

I want to leave.

So much, so badly.

It's reaching the limit, soon.

PS: The above has got nothing to do with my R/S :)

2009-07-04T11:32:00.001+08:00

Xin Qi Lui! Jin Tian shi Xin Qi Lui!

Best day of the week.

:)

2009-07-03T09:58:00.000+08:00

It's Friday today and I'm on leave.

I hope I don't waste it.

Damn.

2009-07-01T10:28:00.006+08:00

Transformer is good and Megan Fox is hot.

O well,

Tales always goes around when one is suddenly flooded with limelight.

A colleague of mine told me that Megan Fox is a guy and she "verified" that it's a fact, I was a little disgusted and that happened before I went to watch the movie.

So, I watched the movie and she's still god damn hot. But I did realised that her boobs are different from before and got a little too big and overly round.

Today when I was online, I got to know that she did a boobs job and there are pictures showing 'before' and 'after' all over.

I always wanted to know what will happen to the silicon bags when they get older, will they remove it? Abit gross.

But still, aside for the close-to-perfection boobs of her, she still have a pretty face.

The only different between doing plastic and without for her will be:

"O that transformer girl is pretty, I think she is Megan Fox"

and

"Megan Fox is damn hot and pretty, she's the female lead in Transformer"

So which is better?

I would say for a celebrity, maybe getting their boobs up is a wise decision to make them this famous, just take care of the bags in it.

Today is Wednesday, not a very good news. :(

2009-06-28T20:17:00.003+08:00

July is gonna be busy, I guess.

Plans, plans, plans...

Esta, you got to start making your plans already.

Buck up!!!

Chiong Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-06-27T17:03:00.005+08:00

Indeed, we only see perfection when we look beyond the imperfections.

We should always prepare ourselve by not getting too into it.

Yea...

2009-06-25T12:08:00.001+08:00

Hi Ben, please don't call again.

Thank you.

2009-06-22T09:55:00.002+08:00

And so I branch out my neck to lay a kiss on his lips under his office desk, he smile.

While his msn nick becomes

" tog ssik yb na legna"

Mine became

"rednu eht elbat"

right after.

It's a not-too-bad Monday morning after all.

2009-06-18T10:21:00.002+08:00

We only lay our eyes on somebody once.

Just once.

Others should be glances that should not even exceed a second.

2009-06-15T11:33:00.002+08:00

Work is a bitch.

98% siansation and shit-ness, 2% refined pleasure

Yes, just 2%.

The comparison is not done based on surface emotions, or rather, it's done based on the internal emotions that we faced between 'shit from client' and 'job satisfaction'.

Cheers for a not-so-sunshine Monday morning.

2009-06-11T11:28:00.001+08:00

Alright, blog is up again due to constant asking of WHY i lock my blog.

:)

2009-05-26T10:18:00.002+08:00

I ain't perfect.

And i'm not very happy about it.

2009-05-06T15:58:00.002+08:00

Impressive.

Now that you pointed out, i'll make sure i'll be.

Go on, don't regret.

I'm on a fly high mood.

2009-04-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

Completed, ready to send.

2009-04-06T23:45:00.005+08:00

Happy 6th Months

Millions of them
moving around

In the mid road
you caught my eyes

Over the mountains
over the seas

Love is a strange thing
that no one can foresee

Forgo the norm
forgo the complacency

Worm in my stomach
is what i want you to be.

=)

2009-02-28T10:43:00.003+08:00

Sidetrack.

It has been almost a year now, it's time for reflection.

I need changes.

I need to move on.

I need to go further, to being that somebody in my mind.

Reach out.

2009-02-16T12:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine Day!

Thanks for the present.

Thanks for the dinner.

Thanks for the strawberries.

Thanks for the moments.

Thanks for the company.

Love.

2009-01-11T13:29:00.003+08:00

I hope that everyday is like yesterday.

Hugs.

2009-01-04T16:02:00.004+08:00

The story of you and me
started off fast and complicating
I often question myself
"Are we on the right track?"

But now that we are onto a journey
towards the common direction
The scream in my heart
"Is there happy ever after?"

Being loved and loving someone
is equally taxing
Somehow, someday, you'll get to try the opposite
there is no free meal in this world.

At times, it's not about saying
not about coaxing,
neither was it about painting the perfect picture
It's about doing it, meaning it and realising it.

Knowing is the key to my heart
It's not just about knowing that,
it's about knowing why
Apologising without knowing why, is useless.

No one is perfect in this world,
we just got to keep trying
keep loving
and keep understanding each others flaws.

Day after day
Night after night
It's you that I see
It's you that I miss

Thanks for being there
Thanks for all the love
Thanks for being understanding
"I love you"

2008-12-14T17:32:00.004+08:00

Back to Straight Hair.

I'm dread lazy to upload all the photos that are lying in my com between Nov 6 till now, so we should skip that, shall we (Will upload it when I'm free)?

Btw, say BYE to my messy / curly hair and HI to my straight hair...

Love

P.s Christmas is coming and I'm so loving it...

2008-12-14T17:16:00.005+08:00

6th Nov

Grinned.

2008-12-14T16:06:00.016+08:00

Mom's Cousin's Daughter / Son Wedding Dinner. -2nd Nov-

Yes, till now I'm still confused. Was it my mom's cousin's daughter getting married or was it her son? Gosh, it was that bad. Just imagine going to a posh hotel for a wedding dinner, without knowing which side to give the Ang Bao to? Furthermore, all the other close cousins of mine, have no idea too. Lost, it was as though I'm clashing a wedding. Even so, i still enjoyed the food and all. Photo time..didn't took much though.

Preparing...

Dressed up...

With my mommy...

Take 2...

Off to Dinner!

Didn't manage to take much photos of the bride and the groom as i was too busy talking to my cousin and enjoying the food. All in all, the food was quite alright, thank god, and I hope the couple live happily ever after.

with Kiwi

Kiwi & Aunt

I hope to attend more wedding dinner (If my parents are going and they will be the one contributing to the Ang Bao) next year!

2008-11-23T13:59:00.003+08:00

When Red meets Pink...

It just blends.

2008-11-15T11:39:00.001+08:00

She was scared
Unprepared
Lose in the dark
Falling apart
I can survive with you by my side
We´re gonna be alright
(We´re gonna be alright)
This is what happens when
Two different worlds collide

Nice song by Demi Lovato

I hope you keeps me going.

Loved.

2008-11-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

Doing fine. Bliss.

2008-10-05T01:13:00.001+08:00

It's eating me inside. Do you know that?

2008-08-20T21:50:00.040+08:00

Photos, Photos!

Alright, as promised, I will post some photos here. I'm not lazy ok.

Durty Nelly & Chamber 82

Minds Cafe

MOF

Ikea with Yan

(I can't believe we took all these)

Ok, it's a long post and I'm tired already.

Bye people.

2008-08-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Yes, I'm fine and kicking.

Work is kind of Shag, so ya, which explains why I didn't have the time to update my blog too often.

Till i have the time to upload the photos, see ya!

2008-07-13T22:21:00.003+08:00

I'm half way to the moon, not yet over, but yes, I'm half way there.

Last Thursday was a day of bravery. I didn't know what got into me to ask such questions. I certainly got better after asking, though there wasn't any certain conclusion, but oh well, at least it didn't end with silence wonders.

Though there wasn't much attachment between us, I supposed you bought me closer to a stage where I have never been to before. For that, I thank you.

Miss, like, love are like vitamins. What's essential are true and deep concerns from the heart, cause it indirectly weighs the level of importance of that person in your heart.

I won't wait for you, like how you told me to. Even if you thinks that I "think" too much or you are sorry about it, to me, they are all just your very bullshitly excuses.

You are one unique person that I have never met before. I hate to admit that, but I don't quite seems to know how to handle you.

I would very much like to be your friend, just friend.

Appreciated if you could do me a favor, please do not contact me at all for at least 2 more weeks.

By then, I should have reached the moon, getting all ready to jump over it.

Period.

2008-07-06T11:10:00.006+08:00

Adarkpool

Youpullmeinbutirefuse

Nowthatimnear

Youleftmeallalone

Ithinkishouldthankyoustill

Eventhoughyouareanass

Andnowimgivingyoumylastgoodbye

Outofmyworld

2008-06-29T13:33:00.006+08:00

I have got serious Pre-Monday blues.

Yes, and that sucks.

My precious was done her menstruation, like finally?

Just look at the smile on her face, together with those sparkling bright eyes and her flabby little pinkish tongue. I could smell one word from her, "FREEDOM".

Two weeks in the kitchen, without her favorite past time (Intimidating passer-by with her really loud bark), it was kind of heartbreaking to see her sobbing softly under the fish tank, all alone in the middle of the night.

To us, it wasn't that great either. The first few days were tough. we got bloody patches here and there on the kitchen floor. So there were constant wrapping, cleaning and mopping throughout the first week. Gradually it just got better. I thank god that their flow will never be as heavy as human beings. Just a few drops here and there, it's really not that gross actually.

To give her some encouragement for being a good doggie for the past two weeks, we bought her out for breakfast this morning.

She is a happy dog now.

Love.

2008-06-09T23:18:00.001+08:00

O, how we shouldn't even have talked.

So now, go kiss your ass.

Go to bed.

Good night,

and bye bye.

2008-06-07T23:41:00.008+08:00

New Hair.

It's kind of impulse though. I was sitting on the sofa in my living room, staring into space. The next moment, I was happily jumping out of my house, heading to the salon.

No worries, it's not like a drastic change, just a little messier then my usual hairdo.

My hair styler nearly killed me in the process as I kept screaming....

"Why so curl???"

"Can it not be that curl???"

"Not curl meh???"

Anyway, just see it yourself.

It's mid of June already! Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

2008-05-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

Student for one more day.

I was particularly happy this morning, practically jumping into the office. Reason? Tomorrow is Graduation Day! Ok, that's not the point, the point is, I'M ON LEAVE Tomorrow!!!

Work has been fine so far. Kind of getting used to working life already.

I bet we're gonna take lots of photos tomorrow, so till then, I'll stop here. =)

2008-05-19T01:26:00.002+08:00

The reality of human heart.

Every beat of yours, disgust me.

Indeed, I've lost for once.

To you, Asshole.

2008-05-04T23:52:00.019+08:00

Night Out.

Went drinking with Yan and Rach last Friday. Yan went abit TOO high (As she kept insisting that she was not drunk), Rach drank the most as usual (Abit emo also) and I felt kind of sleepy after that. Alright, photos photos!

(Before we drank)

Alright, off to bed!

2008-04-26T12:11:00.002+08:00

It's slowly getting into my blood.

Work life, the real world.

Arghh..

Am lazy to upload the dinner session with polymates two weeks ago, go to Rach's blog if you want to. I haven't reply Von regarding the Mahjiong session, I hope we all can make it. I miss you guys la!

2008-04-14T22:33:00.004+08:00

Hello people!

Am starting my first official job tomorrow. Pretty excited.

Wish me luck yo!

2008-04-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

Fuck.

For whatever reason it is, fuck the emotions.

2008-04-02T10:19:00.026+08:00

Sunny no more.

Wanted to have a hot and sunny sun tanning session with Yan yesterday, unfortunately, the sun didn't want to do us the favor, it was cloudy ever since we laid our feet on the beach.

That's how "sunny" it was
Soon, it became like this, how disappointing
We proceeded to have a drink at pacific cafe,
their chocolate paradise was not bad!See? Her expression tells it all =)
Got a job interview tml, got to go bed early. Night Earth! =)

2008-03-29T19:19:00.012+08:00

Everybody loves Bangs.

So Yan went to cut her hair at Chapter 2 last week, which was highly recommended by her dear "Best Friend", LY. The price was quite reasonable and their service was kind of good too. Not a bad salon for considerations if you plan to do your hair. By the way, its the outlet at Marina.

Before

As you can see I'm bored

Finishing soon, look how happy she was

We went off to some chocolate cafe at Esplanade for a chat

Contented with her Choco Banana

Went off to meet Rach after that. =)

2008-03-28T22:51:00.072+08:00

This is Bangkok - Rach's Camera

:Day 1:

:Day 2:

:Day 3:

(To Our dear leader, Juan Hui! Hoho)

:Day 4:

:Home Sweet Home Day:

=) Love.

2008-03-17T23:33:00.004+08:00

Slacking, not.

Am back from bangkok and YES, I miss shopping there! Aww...

Anyway, a quick update of my 'not-student-neither-am-i-working' life. I'm busy sending out my RESUME already, so please save the 'Are you working yet' question. Ho, am having an interview this Wednesday, wish me lucky people.

Lots of bangkok photos to upload, but got to wait for our dear "leader", Mr Juan Hui, to send me the photos from his cammy. Not to worry, just a preview of my favorite photo of the trip!

Credits goes to Ms Rachel Kee.

P.s I swear I didn't know she took it

More to come.....

2008-03-06T14:08:00.005+08:00

Not quite dead yet.

Ha, ok I admit. I'm LAZY! I have lots of photos to upload, but yes, I'm lazy.

Will upload them after I come back from Thailand alright! Hohoho.

P.s Yin will be off to Thailand from 7/3 till 11/3.

Love.

2008-01-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

The post.

Aright, for the sake of filling up this space and to give an overdue welcome to 2008, I shall blog a little today. Stepping into 2008 means the bidding of goodbye to our number 1 age-partner.

I'm 20 this year, no longer 17, 18 or 19. (Though my birthday is not here yet)

Looking back all these years, it's amazing how we grow from a tiny piece of meat and bones, where all we do is cry and whine, to what we are now, with thoughts and dreams that we pursue.

Internship is surprisingly passing by fast. Come to think of it, it's just 2 more weeks left. I am really thankful and grateful for what I've learned in the past few weeks. Of course, not forgetting the people there, whom I will miss for sure after I leave.

I'm not really prepared to stepping into the society, yet. Stepping out is always the hardest step to start off with. The thought of moving on to being a working adult, scares me off a little. It is no longer those days where I thought working is better then studying. Though sometimes, it is.

Alright, loss for words.

Whatever it is, I hope for a wonderful 2008!

2007-12-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

After 8 weeks.

Let us take a look at the difference on my desk.

Right, closer view!

This post card was turned into a DLY noticeboard!
The yellow feathery thingy was given by my boss!

New members!
Red Lion and Little Pink Pig!

This is for my colleague who uses my com till midnight.

Christmas card from Theresa!

Almost everyone in my office uses MSN now! =)

More new members!
Roundy Roundie and Jerry!

Roundy Roundie again.

And again...

4 more weeks left and I think I will miss this place.

This is how my dog bid me good bye every morning.
Btw, she just trimmed her fur, but she's still cute right?

I'll always love her.

2007-12-24T22:01:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone!

2007-12-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

Christmas, Christmas, Christmas is coming...

Woohooooo!

Just celebrated Christmas with the cousins yesterday and it was GREAT! Though its a bit early, but still, we had fun. It has been quite some time since I last saw them. Come to think of it, it's only like 4-5 months? But their hair grew longer, they became taller and most of all, prettier yay.

We went Jack's Place and I had lamb crop for my main dish. Apparently, I don't really know how to appreciate its own unique taste and I discovered that the weird taste actually came from its FAT! Ok, maybe it's just me. Photos up soon yay.

As for today, I shall post some photos of the SDF Closing party at Red Dot Museum last Sat!

=) 6 more weeks!

2007-12-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

All is well.

8 more weeks.

2007-11-24T23:17:00.001+08:00

Battle Place.

My desk!

Work Work Work!

My DIY tool box

=)

SNACKS!!!

9 more weeks.

2007-11-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

I was down with fever two days ago and Hui suggested going Coffee Bean just now. I told her I don't wanna go because I was sick. In the end, I suggested Burger King. (Fever = Not fried food)

Must be the bed bugs.

zzZ

2007-11-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

One of the dumb things I did.

I logged out of MSN at around 11.45pm just now and I went to my blog.

After looking at Nisa's tag, I went to read her blog.

And I went "Awwwwwwwwwwwwww".

So, I logged into MSN again at 12am, just to say...

"Nisa, I love you! See you on Fri!"

Then I logged out of MSN AGAIN at 12.01am.

Grinned.

Internship starts tml and Yin will have a good start!

2007-11-03T16:01:00.001+08:00

3B04.

The food wasn't very tasty, but because of the presence of you guys, it doesn't really matters.

04-Style of conversations:

One Cartoon: "Oh, the food not very nice hor?"

Other Cartoons: " NEVERRR MINDDD LAAAAA" *With two arms making waves by the side*

I had a great and heartening dinner with the cohort last night.

The process of making me cry is worth complimenting. I would have managed to hold back my tears if not for all those multiple attempts of 'PURPOSELY ambushed hugs', 'emo confessions' and teary eyes around me.

Well, like what others have said, it is not goodbye, but I'll miss every single one of you.

6 semesters together. Neither very long nor short. It is amazing how we created bonds with each other without us even knowing.

I'll never forget all the stuffs we went through, all the crazy stunts that we did and the bonds we had for one another.

I'll miss...

Gene's "NEVER MIND LA",

Bob's "intellectual pitches",

Alwyn's craving for food,

Juan Hui's funny and silly comments,

Faird's humorous sarcasm,

Dong's cute evil smiley face,

Von's "Boss" and "Huat ar",

Rach's burp and "Yin ma",

Joan's "Wo bu zhi dao",

Nisa's bimbotic behavior,

Suffy's "Lets go eat",

Jasmine's unintentional times of revealing her cleavage,

Grace's friendliness,

Theresa's "Anything lo",

Pe Wen's sudden hype for questioning,

Hui Jie's "Errr" and her tears yesterday,

and lastly, Jassica for being the smart and fashionable girl in class.

Let me hear your 04 cheer,
What say, you say, I say,
Let me hear your 04 cheer,
What say, you say, I say,
Woo, ah ahh ahhh
Woo, ah ahh ahhh,
00000000000 4!

I love you guys,

I'll miss you guys,

and we WILL keep in touch.

I'll post the photos up soon...

Hugs.

P.S I'll miss all the lecturers too! =)

2007-11-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

3B04.

The food wasn't very tasty, but because of the presence of you guys, it doesn't really matters.

04-Style of conversations:

One Cartoon: "Oh, the food not very nice hor?"

Other Cartoons: " NEVERRR MINDDD LAAAAA" *With two arms making waves by the side*

I had a great and heartening dinner with the cohort last night.

The process of making me cry is worth complimenting. I would have managed to hold back my tears if not for all those multiple attempts of 'PURPOSELY ambushed hugs', 'emo confessions' and teary eyes around me.

Well, like what others have said, it is not goodbye, but I'll miss every single one of you.

6 semesters together. Neither very long nor short. It is amazing how we created bonds with each other without us even knowing.

I'll never forget all the stuffs we went through, all the crazy stunts that we did and the bonds we had for one another.

I'll miss...

Gene's "NEVER MIND LA",

Bob's "intellectual pitches",

Alwyn's craving for food,

Juan Hui's funny and silly comments,

Faird's humorous sarcasm,

Dong's cute evil smiley face,

Von's "Boss" and "Huat ar",

Rach's burp and "Yin ma",

Joan's "Wo bu zhi dao",

Nisa's bimbotic behavior,

Suffy's "Lets go eat",

Jasmine's unintentional times of revealing her cleavage,

Grace's friendliness,

Theresa's "Anything lo",

Pe Wen's sudden hype for questioning,

Hui Jie's "Errr" and her tears yesterday,

and lastly, Jassica for being a smart and fashionable girl in class.

I love you guys,

I'll miss you guys,

and we WILL keep in touch.

I'll post the photos up soon...

Hugs.

P.S I'll miss all the lecturers too! =)

2007-10-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

Shut.

Am in no mood to blog recently.

Maybe it's an indication to change blog yay?

Two more weeks to attachment.

Counting down...

Lastly, wanna thank everyone for all your wishes and gifts!

I'm 19 Al-ready. Agrr

Cheers.

2007-09-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

Locked Out.

So I happily went home after school thinking that,

" Oh, I shall be good and reach home early today! "

and as I was approaching my door ...

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I forgot my keys! Which means,

' I will have to wait for my dad, who will probably reach home at around 7.30pm'

' Hope that my sis will be home early'

OR

' Go find my Mummy at Clementi'

' Rot until either one of them come home'

I chose the the last alternative eventually, for I was really too tired to go find my Mom at Clementi. I guess the heavy lunch at Botak's contributes quite abit to my decision though. O well, indigestion do make our winy brains slow down a little, don't they?

I looked at my watch and it reads 4.15pm.

Thank god I have these outside my house.

And they are considered quite cosy.

A nice view of all my dad's proud little achievement, makes my life then, a little better.

I felt bored after awhile and decided to read my book.

After 30 mins or so, I felt sleepy...

And a miracle happened after 30 mins or so...

Rachel called and woke me up from my beauty sleep...but I felt grateful at the same time. =)

I looked at my watch again and it was already 6.25pm. I have been outside my house for the longest time ever in my whole life. Amazing, 2 hours and 15 mins.

I was saved! Went to meet Yan and Rachel after that. I loved you guys so much and I am never gonna forget my keys again.

Boo.

2007-09-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

Dilemma, what's new?

I hate to be in this position. Geez, I'm at the cross road again. It's like deciding between a sweet or a salted popcorn, though I always end up getting a mixed. Ho, how I wish its THAT easy eh.

I need to blow my mind now. Peace.

2007-09-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

Tml is THE day.

2007-09-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

Cute. Anyone can cook...

2007-09-04T00:54:00.000+08:00

Cool.

2007-08-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

Not loving it.

Just as I thought my holiday would be a fruitful and 'stress-free' one, it ain't. My dad was admitted to the hospital last Sunday to remove some piles, thank god he was discharged two days ago. Grinned.

Judging from his expression, I could tell its awfully pain. Its after all, on the ass area. Ouch! So I was running in and out of SGH for the past few days. Not bad, quite impressive. They have these in block 4 alone: Prima Deli, Kopitiam, Polor, Delifrance, Cheers, Gift shops, some other shops and PUSH CARTS!!! Can you imagine shopping in a hospital? Weird.

Anyway, I wouldn't have survived there without my beloved KOPITIAM, the only place with smiley faces around. People get bored easily in the hospital including myself and the only thing we look forward to is: BREAKFAST, LUNCH and DINNER!

My bro just graduated from Sispect today after the long and unbearable(that's how he described) 28 or rather 29km graduation walk. Hahahahaha. There are bubbles all over his feet now and he couldn't walk well. (Roll on the floor *laugh*)

So, poor yin will have to be the personal nanny for the guys at home as they CAN'T WALK MUCH now. Oh well, tough life. I shall take good care of those two big babies at home and I'll be a good mom in the future! WAHAHAHA.

2007-08-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

Loving it.

Went back to work in Sentosa on Sat and Sun. Not-that-bad i should say, surprisingly.

Maybe because its SP (Meaning: giving information at sky tower), but that doesn't stop my urge to quit. =)

Went to watch 881 with Rach and Yan yesterday. I was much amazed by their crowd then the show actually. 85% elderly and it was almost full house at both WM and CCK!
The show was alright, its like any other Royston tan show. Very local indeed...........

My holiday has been great so far. I managed to tidy my table, clean my room, catch a movie, go shopping, start working, watch dramas, read books, chill out till late night with friends and do whatever I want! CAREFREE. I had my life back! Grinned. =D

Plans for the week:

WED: Mahjiong day at Joan's house with Von and JH. I'm so gonna win man!

Thur: Pending...

Fri: Buddies day! Hui, Kar, Rach and Yan! Let's drink and chill through the night!

Sat: Pending...

Sun: Pending...

2007-08-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

Ulcers.

I have been eating porridge for the past few days, amazing. All thanks to all the awful ulcers in my mouth. The pain is well, of course

UNBEARABLE.

Blushing my teeth was never this tough in my life before and chewing an apple could have took my life. Gee. Its that bad.

So I happily went to see my family doctor, hoping to bring some fast relief medicine home. Yes, indeed. It took me bloody 4 days to start chewing again.

I ate bread this morning, I'm so touched.

Eh, yes. I cut my hair this afternoon! I was pondering whether to switch my fringe to the side or to stay as it is. So in the end, I decided to switch my fringe before school reopen! And maybe a little perm too! =D

2007-08-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

Kiss Goodbye.

Had officially kiss goodbye to ICM this morning. No words can describe how I felt when the presentation is over. Thankful, grateful and its just so 'OMG, IT'S OVER!

I can officially sleep with peace, no more late nights, watch TV, do whatever i want to do, watch drama online, go bitching with my girls, go shopping, go k-boxing, do some jogging, play mahjiong with zun and von, organising outings with cousins, start planning my yoga lesson, start working for shopping spree, not having the NEED to be online, no more deadlines, no more overnight for project shit, no more weird names for project files, no more eating noodle in the middle of the night, read finish all my books on hand, start baking cookies, start cooking, go drinking with my girls, executing all our outing plans, plan for oversea trip, smile more, laugh more, rest more, play more and lastly, not having to face my ACER AL1511 everyday.

Honestly, I felt really grateful to my com. I know its gonna crash soon, any minute. But it hang on till now. Ok, I know its stupid, but, BRAVO to my ACER AL1511!!! You rock man.

ICM and Me (Edited from the Avril's -- When you're gone)

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when i'm (with you)

And (the grades that you hold)

Is (only 4 credit)

When you walk away

I count the (time) that you take

(Can you see we don't need you anymore?)

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are (patching back)

When you're gone

The (eye bags on my face are) missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

(Go Fuck off)

Anyway, presenting to you, Sprint Communications.

[ Left to Right: Farid, Me, Joan, Von, Jasmine and Gene]

We Rock!

2007-07-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

No one can understand how I feel at this point of time.

It's really my worse sem ever. Cheers.

2007-07-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

Need a life.

I'm not blogging much these days. Issue.

I pathetically watched only one movie between June and July so far. Issue.

It has been long, even since I went high tea with my sis. Issue.

I face my ACER AL1511 almost everyday. Issue.

The jug of jelly beans beside my ACER AL1511, is almost gone. Issue.

I started drinking tea again, like how I used to during O's. Issue.

The ' having 24 hours a day is not enough' theory, is back again. Issue.

Having the thoughts of giving up. Issue.

Facing the sitaution, where having not enough time to work= no money to spend. Issue.

I need more time with Hui, Kar, Rach and Yan. Issue.

I've not been shopping for the past few weeks........

CRISIS!!!!!

Yin is officially facing the 'Need a life' crisis. July is the month where I have all these

1/7 - Cousin's Wedding

4/7 - ICM pitch

5/7 - ICMT CA2 (Part 1)

10/7 - OPPS rehearsal

11/7 - CIBM CA1 & CA2

12/7 - OOPS rehearsal

13/7 - MIA CA2 & OPPS launch at zouk & Yan's birthday celebration after Zouk!

17/7 - MIA presentation & WFM CA2

18/7 - OPPS debrief and Transformer with Rach and Grace!

20/7 - ICMT CA2 (Part 2)

23/7 - ICM Individual Journal

27/7 - Gems CA3 Presentation & ICM stuff

29/7 - Sandy's Birthday Celebration

31/7 - MIA Gp Presentation & Individual Report

12 project deadlines are enough to make me feel like marrying a rich man now and not having the need to study and work ANYMORE.

It's that------ bad. Haha, the good thing is.......it's gonna be over SOON!

OPPS launch party was quite fun at Zouk last Friday. It was an once in a life time experience? Maybe. After all, we still managed to pull it off, so, applause to the organising team! =D

Photos time!

Alwyn, Faird and Adi, trying to be gays during OOPS rehearsal.

Myself, Nicola, Mervyn, Melissa and Rach

Rach, myself, Nisa and Suzana!

On the way to Zouk!

Waiting for our hairdo.

TADA!

Elisa and me!

=D

Partner!

The girls!

Faird, myself, gene and rach

Rach, kar, myself and yan at some pub

Sweet.

2007-07-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is creative and expressive.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

2007-07-03T20:49:00.000+08:00

Damn Tired

Damn Busy

Sigh.....

2007-06-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

Project distraction.

Slept at 3 plus in the morning and woke up at 8am. Gosh, ok I heard my lethargic brain complaining again. Haha anyway, chill ya, my dearest buds. =)

Meeting at town was alright, hopefully it all turns out right. Half way through, Joan discovered something quite amazing in her Mac book. Powerful enough to distract all of us...so we did this in MacDonald...

-The Normal ones-

-The unfortunate ones-

-The Artistic ones-

Love

2007-06-22T00:57:00.000+08:00

Should I?

Haha, people, should I buy this dress? It's only $29.90! Jasmine, buying huh???

2007-06-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

Confused.

Nice song huh? It comes together with my new blog skin. Hah. Anyway, thanks Elliot! (blogskin owner) I almost forgotten that I'm having holidays now, though it seems more like a 'time for you to do projects' thingy to me. Nah nah nah...

Von can't go Taiwan! Whahahahah, ok I know you will kill me, but still, WAHAHHAH~ I want a holiday too! You can't bear to leave me here alone, do you? Whahahha. Having sudden 'blog-block' nowadays, so pardon me for not blogging frequently. Life...uhh.

There are times when I felt helpless,
but no one knows;
and even if they do,
they don't understand.

There are times when I need you,
but you were not there.
And when I tried telling you,
you doesn't seems to make me feels better.

There are times when I'm totally confused,
I need time alone,
but you don't understand.

There are times when I'm really tired,
and I just wanna throw everything behind my mind,
hoping to see your open arms.

2007-05-31T00:32:00.000+08:00

Sign.

Ineverwantedthistohappen.

Love story- Katherine Mcphee

I always made up some excuse
Sayin' that you weren't my type
Didn't wanna face the truth
Didn't wanna cross that line
Till one day I saw you
Out of the corner of my eye
You were flirting with some girl
And I said I thought I would die

It's a typical love story
We started out as friends
(friends)
We met way back when
(when)
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted
Just steals your heart
I never saw it comin'
Till I fell so hard

Can't believe it's happening
When I least expect it
My prince under disguise
How you fooled me with those eyes
When I feel like letting go
In your arms is where I know
I am (don't know what she says there)
From the beginning
We always belong

2007-05-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

More than words.

Finally, E-Learning week! Though it's already half gone now, but at least I got to chill out abit with my cute buds. =)

Watched Blades of Glory with yan and kar on Monday, they are so loved! After that, we went to eat the very famous 'whatsoever' dao hua near the PS area and it was really nice! Happy. Wanted to go Kbox after that, but it was too late, so we all left home with the crave to sing. Awwww....

Went to play Mahjiong at joanie house with Von and Jh. We played a total of 8 hours non-stop can!!! Just imagine sticking your butt to a wooden chair for 8 bloody hours!! Goodness man, and I lost 14 bucks. Hell. Haha, but I did enjoyed the session very much, hope to play it again when school reopen ya!

I finally went K-box with Kiwi today and guess what? We got the biggest room due to the lacked of small rooms. Abit duh right? That room was damn big, which explains why it was a hell lot colder in there. Overall, I had a fulfilled singing session today! =)

ok, Photoss time!

Love.

2007-05-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

Life, uhh.

Have been shopping quite alot these days, ha, happy. Shopping is a therapy for lifting up peoples' sprite! Yes, indeed it does. I looked at the calender today and realised that it's near mid year now. Just look at how time flies and it's getting faster each year. That's a bad sign.

5 more months to 19, which's not very welcoming. Everything seems much smaller as we grow up. Be it Money, Dreams, goals, my country, my house, my room etc etc. When I was five, I used to wonder why people couldn't afford a bungalow or a piano. Reason being, I thought a bungalow would only cost me 2,000 plus and a piano for 2,00 plus, so I took a deep breath and promised to buy my mom a bungalow in the future. That's the definition of Innocent. =) Every dumb thing happens when you are five.

As I grow older, I realised that it's actually 2,000 with a few couples of zero behind it, but don't worry mom, I'll still work towards it.

As for my childhood dream, that was really stupid. Perhaps, it was due to the resulted of watching too much fairytale and tv dramas, where money and love seems overwhelming for everyone in this world and getting a degree would only take you 2 hours before the camera man actually flash the airport scene for homecoming.

Everyone seems like an angel from the heaven, smiling happily, making friends, no bad intention, no motive, no betraying and yes, it's all about good stuffs. Awwwwww.....

Singapore seems a hell lot smaller then before. Maybe when I was young and tiny, everywhere seems big to me, ha. Cause you won't have a chance to walk around yourself and realise how small our country really are..

Haha, that's childhood. All about fun and laughter.

School's been fine, except for getting more and more projects work, ha, what's new? My mind is still not really at 'project mode' now, it just keep running away from work. Sad. I shall try to focus more I guess. Boring, watch my eye bags grow in the coming weeks!